Your First Kiss Is Your Last

"Please don't leave!" I cried, desperately tugging on the soaked fabric of his pitch black blazer. His tie was neatly arranged, but the blood stains were permanent. "I beg of you!" I cried further "you were always my best friend. Always there for me! Don't you remember that time Leigh threw that hot water at me in cooking? You leaped in front of it and hurt yourself for me!" what was happening? My glistening tears were now falling onto his scarred neck, landing in tiny splatters. The rain could disguise the tears, but the pain of losing him was something that nothing would hide. Trying to wipe the tears from my face I strained my ears to hear his hushed words. "Watch your back... without me" I could feel both corners of my mouth tremble. Slowly, they parted, and before Leo could go i leaned in and contacted his lips with mine. His soft lips were damp from the rain. I pulled myself up and stroked his soft, ruffled blond hair. Not able to stop my self, my cries filled the air with grief before i left Leo with a parting gift "I always loved you. Because you were there for me my life has become greater. You made me realize that not everything in this world was evil. In fact the only good thing in this world..." I'd paused. My cheek lay across his chest and slowly his heartbeat fell slower and slower by the second. I hesitated. He was dying and i was blurting out absolute shit. I leaned in, close to his hear and softly whispered "The only good thing in this world was you..." i felt a trembling hand reach my cheek and pull me in. The strong voice he had once held now spoke softly "I protected you... I always will... Up in heaven... The place I need to go...." His voice broke off. He shuddered, and lay still. It was all over. What was this sudden pain in my chest. I felt tired. My eyes naturally squeezed shut and the scream came through my mouth like water.
I wonder what he is doing. Now he is up in heaven. since he is happy now. I hope to join him. What a lovely cake i had made. I'm sure we will share it when I'm up in heaven. The breeze was cool that night, almost refreshing. Through the rose archway in the back garden. I saw a flash of my love. His suit no longer black, but white. His hair was ruffled like it always was and the wind blew him away and he burst into beautiful petals, floating through the wind.